Tuesday, December 30, 2008

My sweet Sophia is 14!




My sweet Sophia turned 14 yesterday. She and I had a great day of shopping and eating lunch together yesterday. It is such a delight to see what a beautiful, kind, intelligent young woman of God she has become. I can't wait to see what the Lord has planned for her life.

We came home to a pizza party with friends and family last night. It was a great time and we so enjoyed celebrating Sophia.

Here she is being my model for a shawl for my etsy shop. I know that shawl sold because she wore it so elegantly.



Isn't she just beautiful? And she has such a heart for the Lord. I am blessed to have her in my life.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Friday, December 26, 2008

We are so very blessed...

My girls (and us) are so loved upon by our families. The girls got tons of stuff yesterday and we were able to spend the day together as a family. The big present was a Wii from my inlaws. That totally blew us away. We had never thought to be able to give them something so nice - what a blessing. The girls were so excited.

The best blessing though was just being together and everyone having a good time together.

God is good all the time.

In Christ's Sacrificing love,
Peg

Monday, December 22, 2008

Divinity ...

It's not what you think it is. My sister wife Amy gave me a bag full of pecan divinity tonight. Delish! She didn't think so but it is good enough I ate two pieces and then came home and ate three more. I'm a tad sick to my stomach from the sugar rush but man is it good. There is nothing like good candy made by a southern cook.

Wish you were here to eat some of this and save me from myself. Merry Christmas!

In Christ's Sweet Love,
Peg

Monday, December 15, 2008

So I didn't snap her in two but I wanted to...

Or how the Lord slapped his hand over my mouth and grabbed me around the waist to restrain me:

I went for my cardiologist appointment today. And it is a good thing this SVT can't kill me because I was nearly given a heart attack by the nurse.

I have this thing about doctor's office scales. I don't WANT TO KNOW! DON'T TELL ME! Truly! So I get on them backwards while saying "Don't tell me what I weigh - I don't want to know." Now in the almost three years I've been doing this I have never had a nurse tell me. Well there's always a first. Today was it. This little snippet of a thing (I swear to you she was no bigger than my Emma is) not only tells me but says what I weigh loud enough for the people waiting in the waiting room to hear.

And did I mention my beloved was standing right there? Now don't get me wrong - he knows about what I weigh but let's not advertise it to the world and all. I got off the scale, looked at this little thing I could have snapped in two pieces and said "What part of "Don't tell me" did you not understand?" She still did not understand why I was upset.

Now, least you think I'm in denial about my weight let me tell you my reasoning behind this practice of stepping on the scales backwards. I have a scale. A very nice Weight Watchers scale that tells me to the ounce what I weigh. It is the only scale I am concerned about knowing the numbers of. I do not like to use the doctors office scales numbers because they are ALWAYS, yes that is ALWAYS, different than what my scale says at home. And never in my favor! Seriously, my family doctor's scale is 14 lbs. different. That's 14 lbs. more than mine says. How depressing is that?

So since I know my scale at home is fine and will reflect a gain or loss for me I really don't need to know what their scale says. It only sends me into depression. And leaves me feeling all huge and everything.

The doctor (tiny little thing that she is) apologized profusely and then asked me if I had considered losing some weight. That is the point where the Lord grabbed me round the waist and held me firm so I wouldn't be on the news this evening. God is good. Even when I wanted to trounce them both. Little tiny twits!

The end result: I won't die from this SVT and I may end up having a "procedure" that is not surgery but I'm not going to die or keel over. I'm just fat. Or so the nurse and the doctor both tell me.

In Christ's Tight Grip,

Peg

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Girlfriends are a necessary gift every woman needs.

I was privileged to get to spend the bulk of the weekend with my girlfriends. We went to a Christmas party that involved at least five states and 17 women.

I had two of the 17 spend the weekend at my house. We laughed and talked until after midnight on Friday, and finally went to bed when Michael reminded us we were going to be getting up in just a few short hours.

We got up at 5:30 and left my house at 6:45 to head to my friend Anne's house. We had a quick, delicious breakfast at her house and then all 7 of us piled into the big white van aka the Fun Bus!

In the blink of an eye we were in North Carolina at our friend Julie's beautiful home eating, talking, laughing and even crying a few times (sorry about that girls - you know talking about my babies always does me in). Oh and did I mention we ate - oh did we ever eat! Delicious each and every thing I tried. Boy can my friends cook!

I got to see some friends I've not seen in a while and meet some new friends that I've known for some time but not yet met. God is good and in the details. Got to find out the Fun bus does not like muddy spots - thank the Lord for not having to push. ;0) We had such conversation and laughter for many hours and then turned around and in the blink of another eye we were back at Anne's dropping people off and heading back to La Geron.

I was telling a friend at church this morning about my day and realized that I was driving 10 hours out of the day yesterday. It sure didn't seem like it was 10 hours. I haven't laughed that hard in so long and am so blessed to know such great people. And all of this has been possible because of one little conversation my sweet Sophia started 4 years ago this next week. What a blessing and what a gift.

So when was the last time you spent a few hours laughing with a girlfriend or a room full of your girl friends? Make sure you take time for those relationships. God is in them and in the details of them. He wants us to love on each other by laughing, eating with and encouraging each other. I truly believe He delights in the laughter of his people enjoying each other's company.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Update on my heart issues...

I go to the cardiologist on Monday at 4:15. We'll see what she says. I finally had to call my girlfriend who is also my general practitioner to get her to make the appointment for me. Thankfully she was ready and willing to do that for me. And I'm going to get to see a woman too! Which is always my preference simply because she knows how I feel (or should ;)).

The first cardiologist they wanted me to see evidently doesn't allow appointments to be made for him unless he's physically in the building. Difficult to see the man when he was out until Wednesday.

In the meantime as I wait to see the cardiologist I've had one more incident with my heart racing - thankfully it stopped after about an hour. I was ready to go to the ER and it stopped while I was waiting on the girls to finish eating their breakfast. I am still wiped out by mid-afternoon so obviously something is going on as a result of the long time I waited last week. I hope the cardiologist can give us some insight to what we can do about that. And tell me when I can get on the treadmill again.

So interesting week we've had here at La Geron. My girls are great and I'm thankful they are independent and able girls. I've cooked nary a meal all week and they've helped with tons of stuff. I don't know what I'd have done without their help this week. God is good all the time.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The Heart is a funny thing...

It amazes me how the Lord designed our bodies so that each part does it's part. I was having some issues with my heart - physically - not spiritually - yesterday. My heart started racing very fast - like 221/bpm fast - on Tuesday night.

Well, I've been there before so I followed the advice of the dr. I'd seen last about it and tried all the tricks to get it to settle down. And then I thought I'd wait it out - according to the dr. I saw last time that was ok to do for up to 3 days as long as I wasn't uncomfortable.

Yeah, turns out that was not very good advice. I should have gone in Tuesday night. As it was when I finally went in to the ER I was still beating at 221/bpm and it had been doing that rate for over 12 hours. The ER doctor said it was like I'd been running around the block for 12 hours non-stop. Not really a good thing evidently. ;)

I truly wasn't feeling badly at all until I actually saw my face in the mirror and realized I was white as a sheet. My girls were all hovering around me - worried. And my beloved was worried but willing to let me call the shots for a bit longer. When I talked to my friend/family doctor she told me to get to the ER now.

As I said I've been there before and I really was trying to avoid two things - the first was the shot of Adenosine which stops your heart - feels like you've been kicked in the chest by a very big mule - and the second thing was of course the ER bill.

I hate paying those high ER bills and after the year we've had with medical things I really did not want to add to our load. My beloved looked at me and told me he wasn't worried about the money - he was worried about my health! I love that man. He just wanted my heart to be working correctly.

So today we are praising the Lord for many things but here's a few big ones:

That He has made our heart so perfectly able to do it's job - if it's not hindered by a short in the wiring which is evidently what I have going on.

That family and friends drop everything to come to our aide in the form of staying with the girls, taking them to dance, and feeding them.

For my beloved - he is always so calm (he gets that from his mother) in crisis situations. And that he Loves me so very much.

For my heart - that it's doing what it's supposed to today

For ER personnel - and for drugs that work even when it feels just awful for those few seconds.

For cardiologists - I'll be seeing one this time about this SVT.

And for my sweet girls who love on me and pray for me during these times

For the three years it's been since I had the last incident.

And for the Lord - who is in my heart and soul giving me the secure knowledge of where I'd be if my heart stopped working completely.

Again, though, the heart is a funny thing - it is made perfectly by the One who does not make mistakes.

In Christ's Miraculous love,
Peg

Friday, November 28, 2008

A baby changes everything...

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In Christ's Changing Love,
Peg

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Check out the SHETeam giveaway today...

Our hat is one of the prizes for these two day give aways.

Happy Thanksgiving!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

I WON!

Our Etsy team is doing a give away each day and I won one of the prizes. You can win too! Click on the SHETeametsy link at the right top corner of my blog. Directions on how to enter are there. It's easy and fun. Try it!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Sunday, November 23, 2008

GREAT NEWS!

The Esty team I belong to (SHEetsy Team) is doing a giveaway and you can win something from our wonderfully talented team members. You can click on the link to the blog in my blog list at the top right hand corner each day to enter. Check it out - you won't regret it.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, November 20, 2008

I am loved and so blessed or

Look what my beloved did for me this week!

My beloved Michael had a couple of days off from work and he came home to work for us. He and my sweet Em worked so very hard. I have to say I love it when he says "We need to do this." and he really means him. Of course I had a ton of shifting and moving in order to make his work possible. ;)

Here it is in progress:




And of course one of all three of my workers:



I'll post a few more in a day or so to show you the final product. I'm still putting things back and it's a disaster.

In Christ's Amazing Love,
Peg

Friday, November 14, 2008

In spite of everything...

He still calls me His own.





And He still calls you His own. He will welcome you home and kiss your face.

My sweet Charlotte loves this song. To hear her sing "He kissed my face He will not let go of me." just brings home to me that He does love us and will always welcome us home with love and open arms. Even when we surely don't deserve it.

In Christ's great and gracious love,
Peg

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Praising the Lord today...

I am praising the Lord today that HE is in control. This election came as no surprise to Him who loves us. I do not know what the future holds nor do I want to know. I only know that My Saviour LIVES! And I am thankful for the opportunity to talk to him every minute of every day. Thankful for the opportunity to serve HIM where he would have me serve. And thankful that HE cares for my every need; small and big.


So, today, what are you praising HIM for?

In Christ's Abundant and Fabulous Love,
Peg

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Happy Birthday to me!

Today is my 39th birthday! Yep that's 39! I'm thankful for each year the Lord has given me on this earth and I ask him for many more to serve and glorify Him. The weekend itself was a tad insane but today was a good day. Our friends came to help me celebrate my birthday and my girlfriend baked me a four layer yellow cake with chocolate icing. It was DELICIOUS! I sure love her and her family.

My beloved brought me three roses last night and some tiramasu. It was also good. He's too good to me.

I pray that each day the Lord gives me I live wisely and in a way that is pleasing to Him. That's all I can ask.

In Christ's Abundant grace,

Peg

Saturday, October 18, 2008

My Savior Lives!

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This song has been a blessing to me this week and I just wanted to share with you. Jesus loves you so!

Thursday, October 9, 2008

I finally did it! I opened my etsy.com shop!

I've had so many people tell me I should sell some of my knitting. So tonight I bit the bullet and I finally opened an etsy.com shop. Etsy.com is a website like ebay but it is for all handmade items. I've listed a few of my baby things and you can click on the link on the side to check them out. I'll have more as I finish some things that are on the needles. It'll be more than just babby items.

I'm glad to get any feedback on things you want to see and colors etc. I am knitting with all natural yarns these days. I've found after so many years of knitting that I like the feel of wool, mohair, alpaca, and cashmere in my hands. And I love supporting the small farms etc. who spin their own wool and alpaca. I like knowing where my fiber comes from!

So another first for me! Come along and enjoy the journey with me.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Blessings ....

We are blessed in many ways. In the last week we have had 6 dentists appointments with only two requiring any followup. One of our daughters needs some braces. We'll see how the Lord provides there. And I have a couple of teeny tiny cavities. But the rest of the crew is healthy and have great teeth! YEA! We have Dental insurance for part of it. PTL!

We are blessed in our choice to home school. This week that has afforded us several opportunities we would not normally be able to participate in. Wednesday the girls went with their Pop-Pop to the State Fair. The big girls that is. They came home around 4:30 and made it to ballet by the squeak of their ballet shoes. They had the best time and were totally worn out last night.

Today and tomorrow we are having life skill days at La Geron. That means they get to help me bake a slew of different breads for our local Carnival. Our church women's group has a booth there every year. All our ladies bake a ton of great stuff and we sell it there. It is a fun day for everyone. And my specialty is, of course, Pepperoni Rolls. And wheat rolls. I will bake 24 dozen pepperoni rolls by this time tomorrow night. And probably a lot of wheat bread too. We'll see how that goes. I'll try to remember to take a picture to share.

Anyway, I am praising the Lord tonight for my many blessings. God is good all the time. All the time God is good.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, September 22, 2008

Knit together....

I am so very blessed. I have made more friends simply because of some needles and string than anyone would ever think possible. All types of friends from all over the world.

Last night I got to sit down with two friends - an old one and a new one - and knit and talk. Both are friends that I have taught to knit. I love seeing them embrace and start new techniques and projects. They both are doing great! You should see the stuff they are working on right now! I helped my old friend start on a pair of socks last night. And the new one is doing dishcloths and a blanket for her son. And they are just doing beautiful work and enjoying it so much. I love seeing their enjoyment! It is such a blessing to me.

I learned to knit almost five years ago. I love being able to pass on this art to others. It is like sharing Jesus with others - you just can't NOT share! It becomes such a part of who you are and is reflected in so many aspects of your life. It is such a great way to show Jesus love to others too in the form of gifts and teaching. I love it.

Did you know even God knits? Psalm 139:13 says "You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and KNIT me together in my mother's womb." How cool is that?

I love that my love of knitting brings me together with others and allows us to be knit together in new and different ways. Seems like it is just meant to be that way.

Fearfully and Wonderfully Knit together by my Creator's hand,

Peg

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Something that blessed me tremendously...



This was written by a Sonlight friend of mine's beloved. It is simply beautiful. May it bless you as it has me.

In Christ's Freedom and Love,
Peg

Saturday, September 6, 2008

PSA: Sunscreen - it is more important than you think!

This is my Public Service Announcement to those who we love:

- Wear your sunscreen - a minimum of SPF15 (We used 30SPF but now will invest in 70SPF)

- Wear long sleeves if you are going to be in the sun for any length of time - i.e. mowing the grass, weeding the garden, biking or hiking with your kids etc.

- Wear Brimmed hats (and for you guys out there: A baseball cap does NOT qualify) it needs to cover a good 2 inches all the way around your head. A friend recommends the Tilley Hat Co. for some good choices. Have your kids wear hats from a very young age. They get used to it and will do it the rest of their lives. We are much more vigilant than we were before and we were pretty strict before this.

- Put sunscreen on at least 30 mins. before going out into the sun. It is much more effective if you do this. Also, reapply every couple of hours.

- Do not allow your children to get severely burnt. It is these severe burns that lay the groundwork for Melanoma/Skin Cancer later in life.

- Avoid the sun during the peak hours. These are from 10 a.m. - 5 p.m. When we are at Lake Sherwood, Camp etc we try to wait until late afternoon to go swimming. It is worth the wait.

- Have your children wear rashgaurd swim shirts that have a built in SPF. You can do a search for SPF clothing online and find a ton of stuff. It is worth the investment. Note: this does not preclude the need for Sunscreen - it works with sunscreen.

- Use UVA/UVB rated sunglasses. It is worth the investment.

So now let me tell the reason for the PSA. As you can tell from the past few posts my beloved had a mole on his arm. He had it last year - it looked the same for nearly a year. When we were in SC in April working on the deck for Mama and Daddy both of us (and my sisters, brother-in-law, nephew) got burnt - badly. It was one of those cloudy days - didn't think about the sunscreen - there was no sun.

When his arms peeled the mole pitted out. He went in July finally for a biopsy. It came back as Invasive Melanoma. He had surgery a couple of weeks ago. Since the initial biopsy came back we have had the surgery, visits back with the plastic surgeon, surgeon and now here is the kicker, the Oncologist! Yes, you read that right the Oncologist. We were more than a bit scared when our surgeon told us he needed to see this dr. And even more frightened when we called and the receptionist told us "I don't have him scheduled for chemo on Friday." WOW?

We knew that the surgeon said he was cancer-free. Yet the oncologist? So with much trepidation (and with my heart in my throat) we went to the oncologist on Friday. Turns out he does NOT have to have chemo. PRAISE THE LORD! However, he does have to have a chest X-ray and blood work every 6 months for the rest of his life. Yes, you read that right, the REST of his LIFE! He is 40 years old. And he has an oncologist for the rest of his life.

So I am now on a mission to protect the rest of his skin appropriately and of course to teach our babbies to do the same with their skin. And I want you all to be more aware of what you can do. Hence the PSA.

We love you! Jesus loves you. We want everyone in our lives for a long time to come. We hope this helps you think about putting on your protective gear.

In Christ's Abundant and Carrying Love,
Peg

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

The beauty of homeschooling...

1 - We can take half the day and take Dad to a drs. appt.
2 - We can take a nap when we need to (and some days I need it badly)
3 - We can do school at 9 in the morning or 9 at night if we need or want to do that.
4 - My beloved gets to see what we do on the few days he's around.
5 - My girls can follow a rabbit trail and be interest led in their schooling if we want.
6 - We can do school in our pjs.
7 - We can sleep later if we need to 'cause we had a late or rough night.
8 - We can take a break when we need it or just when we want it.
9 - When we go out and about during a public school day my girls get to be the only (usually) ones out and about - so we can do field trips and not fight crowds.
10 - Did I mention we get to school in our PJs?
11 - We can go to the library and call it school.
12 - We can do ballet and swim team for gym classes.
13 - We get to learn all kinds of stuff they don't and aren't allowed to teach in the Public Schools - like about missionaries in Papua New Guinea. And we can pray for those missionaries and for our missionary friends that we actually know in real life.
14 - We can go faster than the ps kids because we don't have to wait on classmates to catch up.

And lastly did we mention that we school in our pjs most days?

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Friday, August 29, 2008

Things just got interesting!

I try hard not to get talking about politics 'cause if you know me you know that I feel strongly about these things. I don't expect everyone to agree with me nor do I want them to - I just want people to take serious the responsibility and privilege we have as citizens of the greatest country in the world.

I don't care who you vote for but please vote.

With McCain's pick of Governor Sarah Palin of Alaska things just got interesting in my opinion.

Think about it!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Starting school and drs. visits...

We started School on Monday. We always start in August and my beloved wanted us to stay on target this year in spite of all we have going on here. So we started - it has been fine - of course we always start out with our basics and add in stuff each week for a few weeks until we are up to our full load. The girls have enjoyed starting a routine again. Of course, they still want to play too so we've had some of that going on too.

Today Michael went to the plastic surgeon again and the skin graft looks great and so we wait for another two weeks for the next visit. He is still in the splint and sling but he is released to drive. We'll see how that goes - Praise the Lord he does not have too far to drive to work.

Tomorrow we have the memorial service for Aunt Julie - we will help celebrate the beautiful, Godly woman she was with the family. We are blessed to have had her in our lives.

In Christ's Sustaining Love,

Peg

Monday, August 25, 2008

For Better or Worse, In Sickness and In Health

Yep we've been living those words this weekend here at La Geron. I don't necessarily think things are worse - they are just different than our usual normal every day life. They are better in some ways. One way is that Michael is with us right now instead of being at work or doing something else that he normally would be doing because he is not physically able to do it right now. So we are enjoying having him with us for all our meals and just hanging out time.

My beloved - as you all know - had surgery on Friday. He has not been able to do the things he likes to be doing and in some cases the things he needs to do (like shower). So this weekend I have been loving on him and serving him in different ways than normal. I have to say I LOVE being able to love on him and do for him. He's a pretty independent guy and while I know it has to be hard for him to allow me to do things for him like showers, buttoning his pants, and tying his shoes he has been very gracious. Even when I am laughing and double knotting his laces.

And,for your viewing pleasure, Charlotte has dressed him a bit herself:





This is what happens when you sit still at our house for any length of time! Needless to say, the meds were still working quite well. He sat there and let her put those glasses on him probably 25 times. She made those in VBS at my girlfriend Lisa's church.

So today I am thanking the Lord for the blessing of being able to serve my beloved in new and different ways. And for a gracious beloved who just lets me laugh while I double knot his work boots.

In Christ's Abundant Love,

Peg

Friday, August 22, 2008

Praising the Lord for His goodness and mercy.

Today my beloved had surgery. It was outpatient to remove a bigger graft of skin around an invasive melanoma he had taken off last month.

We are praising the Lord for his goodness on many levels. The first of which is that Michael did extremely well under the anesthesia. This was a huge concern of ours as he has not done well in the past coming out of it. Never has a face awake been more beautiful to me. When you've watched him struggle to come out of the anesthesia before it was huge for him to do so well this time. It was an answer to prayer.

We are so thankful for the prayers of friends all over the country. We are so blessed to have the friends and family we do. And I was blessed to not have to sit there alone - Michael's folks were there and the time just flew by for us. We are thankful that it didn't take nearly as long as they thought it was going to take. And that he rebounded so well from the anesthesia is such a blessing.

We are on the recovery side of this surgery and praising the Lord for that. He is asleep as I type this and is doing well. I am so thankful for that. He is my world and I love him so much. So we are taking good care of him and praising the Lord that he is here with us and that they caught this cancer quickly.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, August 18, 2008

Another year older...

My beautiful McGinley turned 12 the other day. She is getting to be so big and I love to see how she is growing into the young woman God intends her to be.

Isn't she just beautiful?



We had a cookout with our family and friends. It was nice to have everyone here and visit with my girlfriends. God is good!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, August 11, 2008

Back from Camp and

I took NOT one picture. I meant to take some. I took the camera. It sat in the car the whole week. We were just so blessed to be there with all of our church family. I am renewed and blessed by having been there.

Let me tell you some history of us and family camp. We have gone to family camp for several years now. Usually in the tent - in August! Yes we really like being there - so much so that we go in the tent even when it is supposed to be hotter than blue blazes.

Last year it was 107* most of the week. We only spent one night in our tent. Then we spent one night in the dorms; me in the girls dorm with all the kids and my Beloved in the boys dorms. Did I mention he can sleep through nearly anything? Then we spent the rest of the week in a sweet couple's cabin after they had to go home early. It was fabulous and cool with air conditioning.

Previous years have seen us packing up and going home early due to heavy rains, flooding and tons of red clay mud! Our friends went with us that year and they had never tent camped with their girls before. They were standing there laughing with us while we were in the midst of the mud and water to our knees. Later they said "We figured if the Geron's weren't complaining then it must not be but so bad." I told my girl friend "No Baby it totally stunk! But it was one of those situations if you don't laugh you'll surely be crying" And we Gerons always choose laughing over crying.

One year we had an RV a friend loaned us - now let me tell you - that was sweet! And I could get behind some traveling like that. We love that friend - he sold it right after that because their subdivision wouldn't let them park it by their house. Rules you know.

So this year, as you can well imagine, we pack the tent with serious trepidation. We LOVE Family Camp. Did I mention that? I mean REALLY LOVE it. So we packed up and went -trusting the Lord as always to provide a week of no rain, good weather and cool nights for us. Well, HE came through as He always does. We had no rain, it was never too terribly hot and we had cool nights. I was so blessed by the beautiful weather all week. I really praised Him all week for it. God is good all the time!

And the best part of all - we ended up sleeping in a cabin someone lent us from the middle of the week on through Sunday. PRAISE THE LORD! God is GOOD all the time!

There truly is something special about the gathering of other believers and sharing our faith and love with each other. We were truly on Holy ground. I am amazed constantly at His blessing and provision for my family.

In Christ's Love,

Peg

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Addiction and dependence...

I really did not think I was addicted to my computer. It is a tool, I've been reasoning to myself, to accomplish what I need to do in my day to day work. Well, this week has proven to me that I am indeed controlled/addicted/in need of my computer in ways I never thought I would.

We've had phone issues at my house all week. These phone issues have made it nearly impossible for me to get on-line to update here and to do my everyday things (like surf the Sonlight forums, get on Ravelry, email my girlfriends) - you know, the usual.

We still don't have access - I'm posting from my sister-wife, Amy's house. Praise the Lord for sister-wives. Let me tell you I'm loving her this week. She came to my house and helped me set up my classroom/family room this week. We've done a ton and I'll post pictures when I get my access straight.

So I'll be reviewing my computer habits this week while we're on vacation. I believe there will be some time limits for me now - not just the girls.

Have a blessed week and enjoy this beautiful world the Lord has given us.

In Christ's Abundant Love,

Peg

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Faith brings Joy

Therefore, since we have been made right in God's sight by faith, we have peace with God because of what Jesus Christ our Lord has done for us. Because of our faith, Christ has brought us into this place of highest privilege where we now stand, and we confidently and joyfully look forward to sharing God's glory. We can rejoice, too, when we run into problems and trials, for we know that they are good for us- they help us learn to endure. And endurance develops strength of character in us, and character strengthens our confident expectation of salvation. And this expectation will not disappoint us. For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts.
Romans 5:1-5.

We are joyfully praising the Lord today.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Friday, July 25, 2008

This is the day that the Lord has made!

And we are rejoicing in it. God is good all the time and all the time God is good. We are praising Him this beautiful day for:

Good sleep
A beloved who is there
The way that He designed man and woman to be a team and one.
For beautiful babbies
For family
For friends who become family
For the ability to laugh until I cry
For the Blood of Jesus that covers us and binds us.

And for new grace and mercy each morning. Thank you Sweet Precious Jesus.

In His Sweet Abiding grace,

Peg

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

If I feel this way then how does the Lord feel?

We've had a tough week here at La Geron. It's been a very emotional week full of disappointment and tears for all of us. My babbies have had some rough lessons and it breaks my heart that they've had to deal with this right now.

We spent the last two days scraping girls off the floor and praying and then crying some more with them. The truth of the matter is that there is just no fixing these things for them.

That is our first reaction; we, as the mama and daddy, want to fix these things for our babbies. That's what we do. And that is especially what I do.

So this morning as I am meeting with the Lord I realize that if I feel this way for my babbies then how much more He hurts for us when we have to go through these trials. There are just some roads you have to go down; some valleys you have to walk through - there is no other way. We have to deal with it and when we get to the other side of it we will be better for having walked that path. There are no words that will explain the depth of His love, pain and anguish for us as He helps us through these times.

So today we are living Psalm 121.

"I lift up my eyes to the hills --
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

He will not let your foot slip --
he who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord watches over you --
the Lord is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The Lord will keep you from all harm --
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore."


Under Christ's Watchful Care,

Peg

Friday, July 18, 2008

The Audience of One

I wonder why it is that we, as women, mothers, wives, daughters, friend, daughter-in-laws and the list goes on, care so much about what others think?

I know that for years I have been concerned about what others think of me. Do I meet the standards the world has for me? Do I look the way the world tells me I should? Am I the parent the world tells me I should be? Maybe I SHOULD go to work and send my kids to public school, maybe I shouldn't have the number of children we have, maybe I should be the thin, focused-on-myself woman the world tells me I should be, and On and ON and ON the list in my head would go and it would keep me up nights. And send me on a quest to read the latest books, magazines etc to see what changes I needed to make in me to be that Woman.

And then one day the Lord met me in the midst of that worrying, sick pit in my stomach all the time place. And do you know what He told me? He told me that I don't have to worry about any of those people! That I don't have to be constantly making changes. That HE is the audience I live my life for and HE is the ONLY person that I need ever worry about what He thinks of me. Well, I have to say that released in me a burden that has not returned. I am the woman he wants me to be. And He loves that woman.

Is it an easy place to be in? Not always. What is right is always a hard thing to do and a hard place to be. But I have to say that when you know that every choice you make needs to be out of obedience to His will then it is a sweet, place of rest. And I like the freedom this place gives me. I like living my life for His pleasure. And I know that He takes pleasure in my focus on Him and the good things He has for me and my family when we are obedient to Him.

So who are you living your life for? Whose approval are you waiting on before you finally declare yourself the person who is worth something? Try living your life for YOUR audience of one - Christ alone.

Living in the center of His grace and love,
Peg

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Missing my babbies!

This week we've got two girls gone to camp. I dropped them off Monday and I missed them before I left the parking lot. My sweet Sophia and Charlotte are home with me. Sophia has been a great help and joy to be around. She is really starting to come into her own. I love the young woman she is becoming.

My Em and McGinley are having a great time I'm sure. I know they love being at the campground. It is one of our family's favorite places in the whole world. I hated to leave the other day when we dropped them off. It is so peaceful and just soothes our spirits so very much. I'm sure it has to do with the Spirit of the Lord permeating the very soil there.

So while they are there enjoying themselves, making new friends and meeting the Lord in a new way I pray for their safety. And I enjoy and despair the quietness of my home.

In Christ's Love,

Peg

Saturday, July 12, 2008

The sweet spot..

A few months ago we went to a retreat and the speaker spoke of the "sweet spot". He said that people who play golf or baseball often will talk about the "sweet spot" on the club or bat. It is the spot that when you hit it you know and it is a good hit. I've been thinking about this a lot these last few months. He said the Lord has a sweet spot he wants us in and we will know when we are there.

As I've been thinking about this I have encountered a song I'd never heard before sung by Amy Grant. It is called "Sweet Will of God". It was written by Lelia N. Morris in 1900. It is actually in our hymnal at church; #462. Amazing that things are yet the same 108 years later.

So this song has become my prayer for my life. I won't sing it for you - you all know I can't sing but I will share the words with you. May it become something that brings you closer to the Lord.

"Sweet Will of God"

My stubborn will at last hath yielded; I would be Thine and Thine alone.
And this the prayer my lips are bringing: "Lord, let in me Thy will be done."

Sweet will of God, still fold me closer, Till I am wholly lost in Thee. Sweet will of God, still fold me closer, Till I am wholly lost in Thee.

I'm tired of Sin, footsore and weary; The darksome path hath dreary grown. But now a light has ris'n to cheer me; I find in Thee my Star, my Sun.

Sweet will of God, still fold me closer, Till I am wholly lost in Thee. Sweet will of God, still fold me closer Till I am wholly lost in Thee.

Thy Precious will, O conqu'ring Savior; Doth now embrace and encompass me; All discords hushed my peace a river, My soul a prisoned bird SET FREE.

Sweet will of God, still fold me closer, Till I am wholly lost in Thee. Sweet will of God, still fold me closer Till I am wholly lost in Thee.

Shut in with Thee, O Lord, forever, My wayward feet no more to roam. What pow'r from Thee my soul can sever? The center of God's will my home.


Sweet will of God, still fold me closer, Till I am wholly lost in Thee. Sweet will of God, still fold me closer Till I am wholly lost in Thee.


Have a blessed and sweet day!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

Things I'm thankful for today:

That I have my girls with me and that they like being with me (well most of the time).

That my beloved is willing to work so hard for us.

That I am saved by the Blood of Jesus Christ.

That I have good friends and family to make me laugh, pick me up when I'm crying and share my joy and sorrows.

That I go to a Bible preaching/teaching church with people who love the Lord and work hard to serve Him.

That I am able to have an effect on the way my girls think and love on other people.

That I know exactly what my girls are learning and what they are interested in because I teach them and they tell me what they like about school.

That I am able to share my love for Christ and what He has done for me and my family openly and without persecution.

And for friends, far and wide, who are praying and lifting each other and us to our Father's throne of grace and mercy.

I'm just thankful to be able to see the blessings we have each and every minute of every day.



In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, July 7, 2008

Life is too short.

The Lord has been working on me for the last several months. I have had it indelibly placed on my heart the urgency of our mission here as Christians.

There truly is no time left for us to sit on our hands. We have to be telling others about the Lord and how He came to save them just like He saves us. God is good in all things.

I have to share one of my favorite songs right now. It's by a group called Group 1 Crew. Now I know this kind of music is not every one's cup of tea but please take the time to listen to the words of the song.

God loves you and He does not want that any should perish but that all should know Him as their Lord and Saviour. Please don't wait any longer if you haven't already dedicated your life to Him. HE will carry you through.





Life is too short. Tell people that you love them and that the Lord loves them. Show them with your actions every chance you get. That is what I plan on doing.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Friday, July 4, 2008

Happy Fourth of July!




We hope you enjoy this day with your family and friends. We praise the Lord that we are living in a free country founded on the principals of the Word Of God by men who loved Him who is able.

In Christ's Gracious and Giving Love,
Peg

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

What we did today at our house..


(and that is Charlotte giving the bread "bunny ears")

We made bread! I made pepperoni rolls, ooey-gooey bread (cinnamon swirl), regular honey wheat loaves and something new - challah! Michael asked for some sandwich rolls for taking his lunch/dinners. He just made his first sandwich with them. I'll let you know what he thinks. It smells great here!

In Christ's Abundant Love,
Peg

Appreciating good health..

We have had sickness at La Geron for the last week. Today is finally the first day that everyone is feeling 100%. I thought we were done Saturday. Not so - I still hadn't gotten sick. I thought I had made it under the wire. Well, I sure felt bad Sunday evening. Yesterday I was miserable. I hate being sick. I just went to bed and slept. My sweet Sophia, thank the Lord, was able to run things pretty efficiently while I rested.

I think we have not properly appreciated our lack of sickness these last few years. My family has had the occasional cold or upset tummy but nothing major. Praise the Lord! We realized yesterday when Michael went to take Em to get her stitches out that we have only used $60 of our Flexible Health care spending fund. It is July! Praise the Lord! So we will be thanking the Lord each day for our good health and continue doing all we can to maintain it.

Today I am thankful for good health, available health care when we need it and for the ability to Praise the Lord in all things. Even when I'm feeling pretty junky.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Sickness...

Yep we just got back from vacation and then Em starts puking yesterday morning. I immediately assume that it is the antibiotic they have her on for the knee. Not so I soon realized when McGinley starts an hour later.

Emma hates and I mean HATES to puke. She got sick twice and was done. McGinley is like her mother - she yaks just thinking about yakking. She was so pitiful for most of the day and evening. She did finally eat some broth around 8 last night.

Of course, Sophia just willed herself to not yak! She hates being sick even more than Em does. She had a headache half the day and then feels all chipper and happy today. She is even going to swim in the meet they have tonight.

McGinley thinks she can swim but I told her coach no way because I know she takes days and days to recover from being sick. I'll be force feeding her and making sure she gets liquids in for the next week just to get her back to normal. She is so thin she really cannot afford to be sick -ever.

And Em can't swim because of the stitches in her knee. Next week she'll be able to swim. Not tonight though.

We are praising the Lord we were home for them to be sick and miserable in their own beds (and bathrooms). And I'm praising the Lord they are all old enough to run to the toilet and actually make it. I hate cleaning up yak!

Praising Him for good health,

Peg

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Geron Family goes on vacation...

Well, you know something had to happen. We never get to travel without something happening. We pulled out of Dodge later than we wanted to and as soon as we got on the highway this happened:



Yep that is the trailer tire shredded of pretty much all useful tire parts.

And then my girlfriend (I call her my sister wife) came:



Isn't she Beautiful? I sure do love her dearly. She came and drove my beloved back to our tire place to get a new tire plus a spare 'cause you know it may happen again.

This is what we did while they got the tires:


Finally we got on the road 2 hours later. We were so excited to be on the road in the new van. It drives great and hauled the trailer as if it weren't even there. We made it to Lake Sherwood without further incident. PRAISE THE LORD.

Of course, our late start meant we got there around 7. Our friends helped us set up the tents and my best friend already had dinner cooking. We added our stuff and ate in good time. Everyone ate hearty because they were starving from all the travel and work.

We spent from Wednesday to Saturday in total relaxation. When our friends left to go home (we overlap) we followed them down the mountain for some water and supplies. Our cell phones started beeping as soon as we hit a signal tower 2/3rds of the way down the mountain.

Remember how I said we can't travel without something going on? We thought we were free and clear since we had the tire blow as soon as we hit the road. Well, unfortunately my beloved's dear cousin passed away very unexpectedly. He was 45. We came home early on Monday for the service on Tuesday. Praise the Lord he knew our Lord as his saviour and we know he is at peace now.

Of course, before we came home we had to do one more thing. A visit to the ER! My sweet Emma had to have a few stitches. Nine to be exact. Why? Well, she says the chain off her bike jumped off and bit her in the knee. It looked pretty gross and scary to this Mama's eyes. But she is recovering nicely. Here she is at the beach the next day with her knee wrapped in plastic. Isn't she just too cute and so very sad looking she can't swim with everyone else?



And before we left WV we saw my girlfriend of 25 years in from IN. She was coming up the mountain to spend the night with us at our site before she left to go home on Monday. Of course, she had to wait in the rain for us since we were in the ER down the mountain. And then she graciously helped us pack up on Monday before we actually spent the last few hours with her at the beach.

And just so you know I'm keeping this real:



Yep that is my girlfriend and I on the beach in our swimsuits. I'm all about transparency here. Isn't she beautiful? It was great getting to see her.

We are praising the Lord for many things on this trip. Safety when the tire blew. Cell phones for when we needed to be reached. Friends who will travel and sit in the rain to see us for just a few hours. Emergeny room doctors - Dr. Dawson at Greenbrier Memorial is a great doctor and very gentle yet thorough with my girl. Family. Sister wives/girlfriends. And of course that the Lord is with us through it all. What a joy it is to serve Him.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, June 16, 2008

Henry is 40!

Henry is my sister. Her real name is Cindy but evidently she put a "H" in front of every word when she was little so our daddy called her "Henry". She only allowed him to call her that. I just can't let that go by the wayside since he is with the Lord. It just doesn't seem right. So Happy Birthday Henry! Love ya!




I called her cell and sang "Happy Birthday to you You are older than me" and she called me back laughing because she knows she is only 15 months older than me. And that means next year I'll be forty. She likes to remind me of that.

She had a good day. I was worried that she would have a hard day because Daddy is not here this year. She said that she made it through by keeping busy. I'm glad she had a good day. She is a lot of fun. And she took really good care of our daddy and now Mama. I sure do love her!

So if you see her Don't call her Henry. She may hit you.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

YEA! No Swim tonight!

We're packing up to go camping and I really did not want to go out to swim practice tonight. Well Praise the Lord a summer storm has blown in and what with all the thunder and lightening we are just not able to go. LOVE IT!

Praising Him,
Peg

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Happy Father's Day...

To all those people in my life that are Fathers.

My beloved husband who is the most fabulous father to our beautiful girls;

My Father-in-love, who raised the man my beloved has become and has loved on me all these many years in so many ways even to the point of coming to my own Daddy's service a few weeks ago;

And All my friends who are such good fathers and are constantly pointing me back to the Heavenly Father with their love for their babbies.

And especially my Father who is with my Heavenly Father today. I miss you Daddy.

There is something so undeniably attractive about a man who loves his wife, children and the Lord. Love on the Fathers in your life. Life is too short not to take the time to do it while you can.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Saturday, June 14, 2008

Unexpected grief and unexpected blessings...

Yesterday I went to see one of my best friend's families. Her kids all got out of school yesterday and we went to their house to visit and swim. We had a great time and I was glad to see my girlfriend. We used to live next door to each other. Our kids are similar in age and we have learned and grown to be the best wives, homemakers, mothers and daughters of the most high King together. In a perfect world all my girlfriends would be next door.

When I got ready to leave her house I called my beloved to tell him I would be going shopping for the annual Father's Day gifts with the girls before coming home. As I told him it suddenly hit me in a very physical way that I would not be buying one for Daddy this year. The grief was just overwhelming. I felt like I'd been hit -hard. My beloved tried talking me through it on the phone but truth be told I could not talk at all. Then it hit me even harder in the store. I was trying so hard to hold it together for my girls. I didn't want to scare them. I was so close to coming unglued right there in Sears. Praise the Lord I didn't.

The blessing of it all is the unexpected part. At least unexpected by the world's standards. I have friends all over the world who use the same curriculum we use. I posted on my forums that I was having a hard time. My friends have been praying for me all day - all over the world. I have felt and been upheld by those prayers. In a physical way that is so very hard to describe.

I am so very thankful for my emaginary friends. And my IRL friends. My friend Cheryl talked me through a tough moment this morning. My friend Amy was Christ in the flesh last night. She took care of me when no one else was around to do it. I don't know what I'd do without my girlfriends. I don't know what I'd do without my church family. Both here and all over the world. I am thankful for the blessing of the family bound by the blood of Jesus.

So in the midst of this crazy day I am praising HIM ever more. He is there carrying me through the prayers of old friends and new friends. I can't wait to get to heaven to see my daddy and have all my girlfriends next door.


In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, June 12, 2008

The business of summer...

We have started swim team officially. I get to watch my girls swim in a local league here in town. They have done this for several summers now. You'd think I'd have it down pat but I don't. Tonight we went to run errands in Williamsburg because I forgot we had swim practice tonight.

Well truth be told I had two libraries books to return before I have to take a second mortgage out for the fines we'll have. Don't tell my beloved. He thinks we have enough books in the house as it is. He knows all of his girls love to read so he doesn't complain too much about the library runs. Except when we forget there are books due.

And then on top of that I had gotten my mail with a water quality report from our town saying that our fluoride levels are too high for the kids to be drinking the water. Well, if you know my family then you know that we drink a LOT of water. I spent thirty minutes in Lowes looking at water filters only to discover that none they sell filters out the fluoride. So a stop at the Ukrops (got to see my beloved for a few minutes) to buy a bottle of spring water with no fluoride in it to drink until we figure out this thing.

And then I realized we had swim practice tonight. So on home we went to fling on bathing suits and run to the club for swim practice. Home again at 9:15 and everyone gets farmed through the showers. Thankfully now my house is quiet. That is a bonus of the swim practice - they are worn slam out and ready for bed. God is good.

Busy days doing this business of summer. But I wouldn't have it any other way. The girls love to swim and do very well with it. The running around I could do without but you know the business of a family our size always involves some running.

So how's business at your house? Are you enjoying the blessing of summer and good times? Are you loving on each other and praising the Lord for his blessings? We are!

In Christ's Love,

Sunday, June 8, 2008

Homeschooling and blessings....

My beloved and I went to a homeschooling conference our state organization puts on every June this weekend. The first year we went we were so very overwhelmed with all the choices out there of things to us to teach your children. The speakers were not even on our radar that first year. We were there to buy what we thought we needed to teach our girls. We walked away that year with just a very few things and half of those we ended up not using because it didn't suit the way my girls learn.

Last year, after our first full year, we went again. We spent the night and had a plan of what we were looking for and what our goals were for this year. We came away with much more useful things and a much clearer goal of what we are looking for in our girls. We decided then and there we would spend at least one night every year away for the express purpose of focusing on only the prep for the following year's school. The Lord blessed that time for us.

My beloved works so very hard for us to have this way of life. He trusts me to do what he asks me to in the school arena. He is a good sounding board; letting me go on and on about this curriculum verses this one ad nauseum. He will give his opinion if asked but mostly he just supports me. And did I tell you he trusts me? That is such a blessing.

The other thing that is a blessing at this convention is that we've gone the last two years with friends who also home school. This year they brought friends and we brought our friends. The fellowship with other Christian, homeschooling families is such a blessing. I love the camaraderie that the blood of Jesus provides us with through other Christians. We ate out of the back of the vans picnic style both days and just visited with each other. It was a blessing to sit down to dinner with all adults and have good, funny conversation. God is good and we are blessed by the people he brings our way through this adventure we call homeschooling.

The last blessing was that our girls got some one on one time with their Mimi and Poppop. They love it at Mimi and Poppop's house. Poppop always has ice cream in the freezer for them and they are allowed free rein of the Disney channel and computer games. We are blessed by knowing we don't have to worry while we are away from them. So thanks Mimi and Poppop.

We are blessed in so many ways through homeschooling. These are the ones that we are thankful for this day.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, June 5, 2008

We are excited to welcome someone new to our family!

Yes everyone here at La Geron is ecstatic to have a new member of the family. Introducing the as yet unnamed VAN:





Yes, we have a new 12 passenger Ford E350 Van. It is a 2006 and we are so excited. The girls were saying "Hallelujah!" We will be giving Her a name - 'cause you know we're all girls here except my poor beloved. The girls are still working on what her name will be. I'll let you know.

Anyway, we just had to share with everyone. We knew you'd share our joy after the van saga we've had this spring.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, June 2, 2008

You say it's your birthday...

It's my birthday too! Actually it is not but this is the song I sing to each of my girls when they do have a birthday. I sing it to them all day long on their birthday. And I try to get other people to sing it or say it to them.

They come back with "MOM it is not your birthday it's MINE!" in the most drawn out sentence you can imagine. Totally cracks me up. I know they love it though even when they say they don't. I know they will be calling their sisters up when they are grown up and singing to each other. It makes me so happy to think of that.

Anyway, the point of today's post is that my sweet Em has had her 10th - yes 10th - birthday. She is such a sweetie. And she is so stinkin' cute. I just love her fun, quirky personality. She has the best sense of humor. Often she just blows us all away with the way she sees the world. Love it!

So here is my sweet babby Emma at three and a half:




And now the Birthday girl today:



I love the young lady of God she is becoming. If you see her anytime soon please sing "You say it's your birthday, it's my birthday too!" She'll love it!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Practicing ...

These last few days my babby (yes I know she is four and that doesn't really qualify her as a babby anymore) has been "practicing" her swinging. She just figured out how to make her legs both go the way she wants to get the result she wants. She has been practicing every minute ever since. Because practice makes perfect.

It came to me that we are ever "practicing".

Practicing being the wife the Lord would have me be.
Practicing being the mother He would have me be.
Practice being the friend He would have me be each day.
Practicing being the reflection of Him to others in all aspects of my life.

And how terribly I fail each and every day in every way.

So I am thankful.

I am thankful He gives us new grace and mercy each morning so that we can do better than the day before.
Thankful for the opportunities each new day to practice and get better for His glory.
Thankful for my beloved forgiving me daily for not being the wife he needs all the time.
Thankful my girls are gracious and loving.
Thankful my friends love me flaws and all.
And so very thankful that He calls me His own in spite of all the practice I need.

In Christ's Love and mercy,
Peg

Monday, May 26, 2008

Rememberance




Today is Memorial Day. The Geron Family would like to thank the veterans who have served, the families of those who have given their lives for our freedom and those who are currently serving. Without their great sacrifices we would not be able to live free in this country.

We praise the Lord for each and every person. And we pray for the safety of our men and women serving today all over the world. May God bless and keep them safe.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Grief and how the Lord carries us through...

It's been a long week and a half. We went to my daddy's memorial service on Monday last week. I can hardly believe it has only been a week. It seems so very long ago already.

Daddy's service was a huge blessing to all of us. A friend of my sister Miriam's did the service and he talked about the importance of knowing the Lord as your Saviour. I am thankful that he spoke of it in the way that he did. I am also so very grateful that most of my immediate family knows the Lord of Lords, King of Kings.

For those who don't I pray daily that they would not wait too long. Time is too short and it is so easy to think you have more time with people and that the Lord will wait on you to "get yourself straight". The truth of the matter is He meets us where we are at right then. He loves us even with all our faults and issues.

I PRAISE THE LORD that He does take us where we are at - I surely would never be worthy. The bible says that all fall short of the glory of God. We will never be worthy but He loves us anyway. He wants us to love Him and worship HIM in the midst of the trials, tribulations, happy times, joyful times, and yes even in the grief-ridden times.

We continue to Praise him in the storm. My dear friend Amy sang for our service Sunday. The song she sang was "Stand Still" by the Issacs. I found their version on Youtube - it is a beautiful song but I have to say I loved Amy's voice singing it.



So we are "Standing Still" and letting Our God move. And Praising Him in the standing still.

If you don't know the Lord, please look at the verse on the bottom of my blog. It will tell you what you need to know. Ask for forgiveness of your sins, Believe that Christ died for your sins and Confess with your mouth that He is your Lord and saviour. That is it. God loves you just the way you are. He sees his Son Jesus when he looks at you and he loves you just where you are at right now. Believe it. Accept it and welcome Him into your heart. He is a loving God.

In Christ's Abundant and merciful love,
Peg

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

My daddy ...

was my definition of a great man. He was the kind of man who put his kids and wife before himself always. He was the kind of man who would stand up for his friends and family. He believed in hard work and he worked hard all his life. He was a man of heart. He loved his family and he told us often. He hugged us often and always made sure we knew how much he loved us. He loved the Lord and had peace about where he would go when his time came.

He loved his wife of 42 years with all his heart and soul. He told her the other day that he never thought he'd be so lucky to be married to her. He told her he loved her so very much.

Today my daddy went home with Jesus. He was 69. He is sitting there with Zeb on one knee and my brother sitting beside him laughing. I praise the Lord for my father knowing the Lord of Lords and King of Kings. I will see him one day soon.




My daddy last June with my Mama and six of his grandchildren at my house in front of Zeb's Lilac bush.

Thank you for letting me share my Daddy with you.

In Christ's Sustaining and Abundant, and merciful love,

Peg

Monday, May 5, 2008

Maryland Sheep and Wool Festival

Wool, sheep, yarn of every color under the rainbow, people who all love the fiber, the art, the possibilities of the art, the process, I could go on and on about the MS&W.



The first place we went was The Barefoot Spinner's booth. Why you ask? Because she is from West Virginia and I must support my people. I bought this beautiful ball of roving to learn to spin with (hopefully) soon. Don't I look LOVELY? My babby took this of me around 5:30 p.m. in the hotel room. We'd been up since 5 a.m. I look a bit rough.


Here's a picture of my babby feed a kid babby goat. It was too cute if I do say so myself. She was a trooper. Walked the entire time and drug her daddy into the lamb sheds every time they passed them.



We were blessed to be able to go this weekend with my in-laws. I love my in-laws. They are game for a road trip with four of their 7 grandkids. Brave, huh? My mother-in-law knits and so appreciates the fiber. She found some beautiful lace weight from Wales. And a two completely different yarns with the same colorway. Simply beautiful. I can't wait to see what she does with it.



My Father-in-law is always trying new things and has a true appreciation for things done the old ways. He was drawn again and again to this sheepskin rug. I won't tell you whether he brought anything home with him - you'll have to ask him. The girl standing on the other side of me can tell you. ;0




There were so many things to see and feel. It was hard to absorb all the sights and sounds. There were booths that made brooms - we got the babby a little one - gotta start training them early plus it was just too stinkin' cute. Booths that made leather bags, belts, etc. I drooled there a couple of times but just couldn't commit myself to something that wasn't yarn. And tons of different - very different yarns plus anything you would use to get yarn, use yarn, and make yarn. We were drooling over the spinning wheels. We'll have to think on those a while though.




We had a great time. The girls all came home with drop spindles to learn to spin. We are ready to go back again. My beloved is the most giving, loving, just beloved man ever. He let me wander and said not one word. He enjoyed seeing all his girls so happy and it was definately a blessing for us.

I am happy to report that I went with a budget, albeit small, and I stuck within my budget. We are praising the Lord for stretching those funds enough to allow us this much needed time away.

Of course, we had to have the usual car troubles on the way home. Pray for our van - yes again. The transmission - yes the one we just put in two weeks ago - went again. We left it sitting at a State Police Office somewhere in MD.

My beloved and my Fabulous father-in-law went back this morning to pick it up and bring it back to our car place. Again. We'll see what happens with it. I'm sure I'll be asking for prayer for that sad, sad van again.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Praise the Lord for Friends!

We use a curriculum called Sonlight for our homeschool. I love the company and the people there. I love all the friends I've made online through their forums. We have friends all over the world. Lovely men and women - some that we've meet in real life and some we haven't. We get to meet more all the time.

One of those friends sent me some delicious cookies today. They are delicious! And there was a sweet note in it! So I am praising the Lord for friends. Thanks Liesl!

School and thankfulness...

Most of you know that we pulled our girls out of public school two years ago now. Looking back today two years after we made the final decision I am thankful for many things.

- I am thankful that the Lord brought us to this place and has honored our obedience.

- I am thankful because we have precious time with our girls that most parents don't get to have.

- I am thankful I get to see my girls faces when they get something in math or when they connect the story we're reading with a time period in history. I love to see how they are quick to help their babby sister read or do some math with her.

- I am thankful that I can let them sleep as long as their growing bodies and minds need without having to rush them out of the bed at some early hour.

- I am thankful that we are able to take a day off when we need to or want to without dealing with anyone else's schedule but my beloved's.

- I am thankful when I see my girls working on a story or a play just because they like it. And when they read before nap,before going to bed or any other time of the day they can squeeze it in just because they love to read books.

- I am thankful for the breakfast my girls make for each other most mornings because they have time to cook and try new recipes.

- I am thankful for my beloved who works so very hard in order for us to be able to live this life we have.

- I am also so very thankful that we are able to stop and go to love on my folks or friends when they need us.

And lastly I'm thankful to the see my girl's love of the Lord and to be able to nurture that love in them.

God is good all the time. And while we have a lot going on these days I will continue to Praise Him!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Thursday, April 17, 2008

I love my girls!

I missed my girls terribly while I was gone to my folks. It was the longest time we've ever left them. I'm not doing that again any time soon.

They were in very good, capable hands and so I had peace that they were safe and well cared for while we were away. I just missed them! I know most people don't understand the closeness we all have and that we really do enjoy just being together but our family loves being together.

When we got home last night they came screaming out of the house and about knocked me over with their hugs and kisses. That is my kind of loving!

They are good girls (well most of the time) and they love each other. My friend told me how sweet it was to see them talking to each other and loving each other when they came back together Sunday afternoon. I love that they have that relationship with each other. It is something to be cherished. I don't think it happens all the time.

God is good and we are praising Him tonight for being all together.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Praising the Lord in the Storm.

We just got back from my folks house a couple of hours ago. Most of you know we went for just a few days to help out with some things. Well, a few days turned into 6! Yes SIX!

Just as a bit of background: My beloved had taken our van in (like he does every time we travel) for an oil change and to get a funny sound we'd been having checked out before we drove 8 hours to my folks. That was a week ago today. And the mechanic said everything was great. It wasn't! (And we're looking for a new mechanic.)

When we got off at my folks exit (7 hours into our trip) we had the engine light come on and we had to take it to the shop. One rental car later and a really nice car shop (we highly recommend Cottman's Transmission) and 6 days later we have our car back.

So here are some of the praising things:

PRAISE THE LORD the transmission was still under warranty.
PRAISE THE LORD we were already headed for my folks and didn't have to get a hotel etc.
PRAISE THE LORD we had the extra three days because on Saturday we had huge thunderstorms and had to stop working on the deck we went there to build.
PRAISE THE LORD for family. We had help on Sunday that we wouldn't have had on Saturday (my brother-in-law and nephew and sisters) which enabled my beloved to get way more done on the deck than we could have ever done on our own. And for the family here that offer help without question! We are so very blessed.
PRAISE THE LORD for the extra days because I got to be with my father and mother and just be!
PRAISE THE LORD for good friends who kept our girls while we were gone. And for our girlfriend who stayed at our house and kept the girls until today. And she did SCHOOL with them so we didn't lose any days.
PRAISE THE LORD for my girls and my girlfriend who cleaned my house and did my laundry. My laundry room looks fabulous and the rest of the house looks great too.
And PRAISE THE LORD that I got to say goodbye to my daddy in a special way. I hope to see him again on this side of heaven but if I don't I know we're ok.

God is good. And I'm praising Him in this storm.

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Bathrooms and why you can never have too many.

I live in a house with four other females. Need I say any more?

My poor beloved can barely get a shower to himself let alone anything else. There are two working bathrooms in this house and there is someone in them all the time. When I call someone's name 90% of the time the answer comes back "RESTROOM". Yep there is always and I mean always someone in both bathrooms at any given time in this house. It doesn't hurt that most of them are readers and take a book with them when they go which makes it that much longer before they come out.

We have a roughed in bathroom off our master bedroom downstairs. My beloved has done a lot to it but it still needs more. I have all the equipment needed for it to work. Now I just need the plumbing to be done. I'll be so glad when that thing is finished. Bless my beloved's heart - he will so appreciate having two doors with locks on them so he can take a shower without someone coming in for "just a second".

Pray for him. The man is a saint. Really he is!

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Monday, April 7, 2008

My daddy

and praying for healing.

Today as I talked to my mother and heard her weary voice I was struck by how much she loves my daddy. And us kids. She has been the strong one this whole time. She is so sad to see my daddy go downhill so fast.

I hurt for her. I hurt for him. I want to fix things. See that is my job in our family. I fix things. And I can't fix this. It totally stinks. But I know the Lord can fix this though and I'm asking Him daily to help my mom have the strength, patience and love she needs to care for my daddy in these last days.

I know some people won't understand me when I say that I pray the Lord heals him soon by carrying him home to be with Jesus in heaven but I know the Lord knows my heart in this. So I will keep asking the Lord to give him grace and favor in these last days. And to heal him soon. Forever.

In Christ's able and abundant love,
Peg

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Spring - beautiful but bittersweet.

I love spring! It is one of my favorite times of the year. I love the new growth and all the flowers that start blooming. My absolute favorite flower this time of the year is a lilac.



We have several lilac bushes in our yard. We planted them all. The first two we planted were in rememberance of our Zeb and the babbies we have already with the Lord. I love to see them grow taller each year. It is bittersweet because they grow bigger but our babbies never did.

This spring I'm glad to see the new growth and the new blooms on the azaleas, lilacs and the forsythe. At the same time when I see the lilacs ready to bloom I am reminded that the original two were put there in rememberance of loved ones lost. This spring is especially bittersweet for me because my Daddy is not well and will likely be gone before another spring comes around.

Next year we may be planting a new lilac in rememberance of him. I hope not but we've been told it is only a matter of months that we have left with him. It's a hard thing to face - losing anyone that you love. I am thankful to have had him with me this long and plan to spend as much time as possible with him in the coming months. Please tell those you love that you love them often and with a hug or a kiss to go with it.

I'm also thankful for the presence of the Lord in mine and my Daddy's life. I know He is what sees us through the good and the difficult times. If you don't know the Lord please look at Romans 11:9-13. It tells you how to have the Love of the Lord Jesus in your heart. It really is a simple thing. He wants you with him. Don't wait until it is too late. Life is simply too short.

In Christ's Love,

Peg

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Girlfriends ...

And why I love mine.

First, they are there to scrape you off the floor whether you are down there because you are laughing or crying hysterically. And they wait for you to come back from the ladies room before telling the rest of the story that put you on the floor in the first place.

Second, they are there to listen to you vent one more time about the same situation ONE MORE TIME! And they don't complain that you already told them that three times.

Third, they are there to help you when you need it even when you don't think you need it.

Fourth, they can make me laugh/cry faster than anything and they know when I really need it.

Fifth, they love me warts and all. And I've got a lot of them.

Sixth, they encourage me to continue to grow in the Lord by their words, actions and love.

Seventh, they all pretty much knit or appreciate my knitting with the appropriate awe.

Eighth, they like my cookies, bread etc. and gladly try one more thing I've made.

Ninth, they share clothes, yarn, food, drink, tears, laughs and more yarn, food, drink...

And tenth, God put them in my lives at the right times and I'm so very grateful to have them all. Thank you Lord!

So go love on your girlfriends today. Call one and chat. Meet one for dinner or coffee. I promise you won't regret it.

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Saturday, March 29, 2008

We had to take drastic measures ...

The kids were totally wired this afternoon and getting on our last nerves so we had to take some drastic measures. They had to run 6 laps around our acre. Here's the exhausted group:



We're hoping they'll sleep good tonight. It was either laps or the chains. (Just Kidding)

In Christ's Love,
Peg

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

My Babby thinks she is a big girl.

But I beg to differ. She has been telling me that she doesn't NEED a nap anymore because she is a big girl.

This week is a special week for us. Our family is here and they are playing hard and fast with each other. She has tagged along behind the big kids really well. And we have allowed them to just be together and play. I haven't had her nap at all. Then tonight, around 8 p.m., minutes after her bath she sat up with her Daddy and look:


This was at 8:02 p.m. But she is a big girl! Really she is!

Don't you just love it? There are many days I wish I could curl up in my Father's lap and sleep like that. He'll hold us if we let him. I'm trying to let Him. How about you?

In Christ's Love,
Peg